Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Unpacking Joy - A Sonnet




The winter comes. Now pack your joy away.
The clouds roll in with gloomy faces down.
“It’s time to guard celestial skies,” they say.
They cast their mournful glances to the ground.

Breeze swirls. It swishes through the fading trees.
The leaves are struggling. Hold on through the fight!
They drop; last breath drawn from them by the freeze.
Survival’s slim for all is dead tonight.

But wait. That light! From whence it comes?
A star bursts forth and splits the turbid skies.
It rests above a barn where lays a son.
Upon the manger hay the baby cries.

With joy against the howling storm we’ll call,
“Fear not! For one day he will save us all!”

Monday, June 2, 2014

Small Urges

Do you ever get a feeling of exhortation that unexpectedly pops into your head? Often I am nudged by the Holy Spirit to do certain things, such as apologize to someone when I do not want to, or to write an anonymous letter for someone I don't usually interact with at school. Once the thought is in my head, I know it has to happen. At times nervousness and doubt creep in and try to destroy that assuredness. But once the action is completed, a curtain of peace always falls over me. 

Today, I witnessed a similar experience. It was a small act of kindness. However, it completely changed my perspective on compassion and generosity. Mom and I were on our way home from a Costco run and were waiting at a red light (which, if you've ever been to Florida, you know that Florida traffic lights are very disorganized and extremely long). As we watched and waited, we saw two Chinese college-aged girls with three large suitcases walk up to a car, apparently looking for directions. The driver was in a hurry and she gave them a few vague pointers and drove off. As our light turned green and we started pulling away, mom was saying how hard it would be for a foreigner to be lost in a city like ours. By the tone in her voice I could tell that she wanted to do something about the situation. After a few seconds of silence, she said, "You know, they're lost and they don't know the language well and I just feel like I should go back and help them." Now in my mind I was thinking, Okay, there are two strangers on the street in Florida and, what's more, they don't speak English very well. I do not think that is a good idea. I voiced my thoughts to her, but she persisted. "We need to go back." 

So we turned around and pulled into the CVS parking lot and up next to the girls. I nervously rolled down my window, and the conversation began.  Mom leaned over, smiled, and said, "Do you two need a ride?" They showed me the address to their apartment which I then looked up on mom's iphone. Thankfully the destination was not far. 

After hearing their voices, and seeing their bewilderment, I started to realize that we were meant to be there. The groceries were moved up to the front with me. The girls' vibrant yellow, dark black, and dull grey suitcases were packed into the trunk, and they climbed gratuitously into the car. Mom's hospitality shone as we started talking together. We learned a lot about each other during the drive, and a certain friendship formed. Their names were Yankee and Ingrid. Both were from Hong Kong and were going to begin an internship at Disney World's Epcot. 

We finally reached their apartment, helped carry the bags up to the room, and said a bittersweet goodbye. Everything had gone smoothly, which I was very thankful for, but I was disappointed to leave two very sweet girls, even though we had only known each other for a few minutes. The drive home was spent in silence; we were washed over by God's peace. 

That experience turned out to be the day's highlight. All the while I marveled at their sweetness and thankfulness and at God's perfect timing. He moves in mysterious ways. I also thanked Him for blessing me with a mom who has such overwhelming compassion, generosity, and kindness. Her actions not only touched Yankee and Ingrid, but they touched me as well. 


As Aesop said, "No act of kindness, however small, is ever wasted."

Blueberry Picking!

Two of my closest friends and I went to pick blueberries last week! They are so much fun to be with! We had a blast!

The blueberries were absolutely delicious!!!!


And of course, the drive is always a blast: dancing and singing our hearts out!!!!


Arriving home with more than 5 boxes of blueberries....we needed to make some cobblers!!!



God has blessed me with these two girls! They have encouraged me and kept me going in times i didn't think i was going to get through. I am so thankful for them and love them so much!













Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Music Is My Escape

Finally the school year is over! I can't express how thankful I am for God's amazing blessings! He has shown me so much mercy and has carried me through this incredibly challenging year. I have learned so much from it, however, and I am thankful for that.

Now that I have more time on my hands, I can finally do what I love: music. I have been playing piano for more than 8 years now. I also love to sing. So, after I discovered SoundCloud, I decided to start recording some of the pieces I had been working on. Here is the link to the account. Since school just finished, there are only two tracks at the moment, but there are plenty more to come throughout the summer! Enjoy!

- Valerie Makenna Starr

https://soundcloud.com/julianna-sweeting




Thursday, May 15, 2014

This Is Me


Well, here I am, Thursday night, writing my first blog post. It's a strange feeling to be doing what I have dreamed of for years: writing and publishing my writing, even though it is just a blog. Still, it is a start. My ultimate purpose in writing is to glorify God in all that I do; to Him be all the glory. I am also hoping for this to provide a chance for me to reflect on different circumstances and happenings in my life and to explore my thoughts. I hope that it will also be a way of catching up with what I have been up to (for those who don't see me often), and for those who don't know me to get to know me better by reading this. Of course, I don't want to put any pressure on anyone to read my posts. 

Posting will officially start later; this is just an introduction and a summary of what I plan to write on. Some topics will make people smile, some will be serious and thoughtful, others will be sorrowful (I will try not to post much of that), but there will be many varieties. 

Thank you for your time. I will begin my writing soon!

Valerie M. Starr